- 2019 -

Make it work...

Cry

I stayed inside all day feeling deep sadness...mourning the loss of something. I felt like I lost an amazing opportunity to show my art to the world...at least art that I finally got ready to show. Since the day before went so badly, I felt defeated and scared of going to have to perform a show that doesn't work.

I've performed pieces of mine that I knew were crap, but I still had to perform it because the date and time was already set and people were coming. I didn't want to have to face such trauma again.

So I was feeling pretty down and in bed mostly.